im sorry

Sometimes, i feel like that...... dissapointed a lot of people.
So many people trusted me and i failed to them in one way or another
Now they dont even talk to me, they believed in me and i dissapointed them.
I want to be someone good, a hero, someone that wll change the world.
But im not sure if i can, not like this, not if i keep failing.
I think im gonna cry, they deserved the best of me and it feels like i just played with them, i lied to them and i failed them.
Im sorry, i didnt know at that time what i was doing.
I want to help....i just dont know how yet.